TIRED… Just Tired

by Lizzie Norris

I think tired best describes me right now.

Last week someone said something about it gets hard to endure when a trial goes on for days or weeks or even a year.

Right.

What about when it’s been 5 years? “Gets hard” doesn’t begin to cover  the bases.

I was talking to my mom the other day and whining a little bit. It feels like people forget. My mom said, “Well they do. They move onto the next thing and forget what you’re going through.”

I don’t ever want to be like that to anyone. I want to learn to remember and not “move on”. The trial isn’t over til it’s over right? Just because people move on, doesn’t mean that anything is better or changed for the people in the trial. For me, very little has changed in the past 5 years.

I could still use help with my child. I’m still homeschooling alone & parenting alone. I’m still in the midst of upheaval.

Personally, I’d prefer to be done with this but I’m not….

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Shabbat Shalom!